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                   ~Maya's pov~

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Sometimes darkness is better

than all the lightness and sunshine. I have always read in books that the female leads have main character energy~I'm so boring ky koi mujhy side character ka role bhi na dy~.

{I'm so boring that no one will give me a side character role}

Whereas in almost every book, all the female main leads have a sunshine personality but I have a different perspective. I'm more attracted towards darkness rather than light.

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‎Darkness is a thing that gives you solitary, and that gives you peace. Once you have started enjoying your own company, you get habitual of being alone, you can't go back.

Darkness covers for you, hide you from the cruelty of the world, hiding the things which you aren't perfect at, not allowing anyone to judge you but it also makes you the one who's cruel herself and I think that's best for a person like me. ~Aur waisy bhi taarey bhi andhery may hi chamakty hen~.

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‎I was walking through the hallways when suddenly someone grabbed my hand, making my eyes widened. It was so quick that I didn't even had time for sudden reflex, That person pulled me in a dark room, making my breath hitched. As I was about to scream for help, I felt a big and rough hand covering my mouth, making my mind go blank. My face became pale as I got scared but then I got hit with that smell, his cologne. I can never fail to recognize his fragrance.

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‎Today marks as the fifth day after that incident happened where blaze destroyed Rani aunty's dress and since then I've been ignoring Jaffar, I had been also locking my door before sleeping so he couldn't enter like a creep but that attempt failed as I still find the same two black roses with different kind of chocolate everyday. ~Pta nahi Kya chez hai ye larka~

{I don't know, what he is}

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‎But I can see that my silence has been affecting him that it's killing him and he's been desperate for attention but why does he even cares if I talk to him or not, I am nobody to him.

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‎I felt him gripping my wrists above my head with one of his hand while the other covers my mouth. As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I make out most of his features and I can see he's furious. I glared at him to leave me which only made him tightened his hold on my wrist as he left my mouth so I could speak. ~Begairat~

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‎"Kya masla hai? huh! Kyu ignore kar rahi ho mujhy? It has been five days since I last heard your voice or you looked at me!!". He is angry, very angry but still he didn't raised his voice at me, like he's trying to control himself for me and that made the stupid butterflies danced in my stomach.

{What is the proble! Why are you ignoring me?}

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‎"Why do you even care? May bat karun ya na karun, why does that bothers? I'm a nobody to you".

{Even if I talk to you or not}

He looked at me like I'm a ghost, like I said something I wasn't supposed to. "Nobody?" He asked with disbelief and chuckled with no humor behind it.

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‎"I care because you're silence is making me crazy!. I'm worried sick about you while you live on your life, ignoring me! I can't bear it, Maya". Is he even serious?.

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‎"Why the hell my silence make you crazy? Why are you worried about me? Who the heck am I to you!?". I yelled at the last getting angry because him calling me by name instead of the nickname is killing me and I hate it. But still despite I thought I didn't like the way he calls me butterfly because my guess is I seem too weak to him that's why he calls me butterfly that anyone can pluck my wings, until now it's making me upset, hearing my real name from his lips.

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‎"You really think you're nobody to me?No, you're wrong!. Everything! You're everything to me! My obsession, my reason to wake up every morning, my reason to exist! You're the only thing that matters to me. I only breathe because of you, Maya Rehan and if you ignore me it feels like someone is tearing my heart apart!" He says his face inches from yours his hot breath hitting your face.

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‎Silence! There's total silence from both sides. He's quiet because he's waiting for my response and my words vanished away from my mouth, making me speechless. He said what-? I'm what!?. I stare in his eyes to see a hint of something that confirms that's it's all a prank but I see nothing except honestly, making me gulp a lump down my throat.

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‎After many struggles, I finally managed to say but it didn't come out any louder than a whisper. "It's wrong, you know it. You can't have that type of feelings for me, I'm not your mehram. Take back-k your words". He listened to me and just smiled~Pagal hai Kya?~.

{Is he mad?}

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‎"Then be my Mehram!". Huh? I visibly gasped, my eyes widened, my mouth widened while I looked at him astonished. Oh my God, is he drunk?. Before I could say anything else, he got on his knees and took out a box, as he opened it, there was a beautiful butterfly designed ring with a small diamond on it. Is it really happening? Someone please guide him to a mental asylum.

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‎"Meri jaan, would you honor me by becoming mine? Kya ap Mera Deen mukammal karein gi mere liye".

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‎He continued "You know I've bought this ring since three years for this day. Everytime you came infront of me, I mean literally everytime, I had dream of doing this very thing".

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‎"Jaffar, ye ap Kya kar rahy ho?" I don't know what else to say. "Apni jaan ko apna bana raha hun" He said it ever so lovely like I'm the most precious thing for him.

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‎I grabbed his hand making him stand back on his feet and dropped the bomb "I'm sorry, I-I can't accept this.." Hurt and confusion was evident on his face. "Kyu nahi, butterfly? Is there a problem?".

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‎I took a deep breath composing myself. " Ap nahi Samaj rahy ho, Jaffar, that's not how marriages happen".

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‎"Phir kaisy Hoti hen? Would you like to guide me?.

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‎"Ap aisy nahi suddenly mujhy propose kar ky mujhy isy accept karny ki umeed rakh sakty. I-I can't accept this ring. Apko shadi karni hai mujhsy? Okay, I have no problem but first ap dado sy permission lein, because she's my guardian, Agar wo maan jati Hain to thk hai".

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‎He tried to convince me "Tumhein pta hai, Dado maan jayein gy, so accept it now".

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‎"Nahi ye Galat hai, I know it's modern generation but we can't forget our tradition. First dado manein gy then I'll say yes". Without saying anything, I went out of the room, leaving him there. I Know it hurted him but if he's serious for me then he'll accept my condition because I'm not after a one time thing, I want a permanent relationship, a permanent claim.

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‎Unaware to them both, there was someone hidden outside the room, who heard all of their talks, especially his confession and that made her angry like a bull seeing red. When Maya was about to walk out, that women hid inside another room so she won't know of her presence but she has already decided to make Maya's life a living hell.

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Author note:

I haven't translated every part of the chapter as Wattpad was having a glitch and it was taking a lot of my time but I promise whenever I'll get free I'll do it

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